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can't blame the name by Phan5everx2, literature

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can't blame the name

blame it blame it identify it you're stuck in a rut ? who's stuck in a rut ? really, why's stuck in a rut ? does the truth shift the wheel ? does the truth lend your arms apathy ? is the truth a name ? is the name an excuse ? it's so simple, with a name, it's so simple, the name forgets why it hurts the name is a cover up when used incorrectly the name minimalizes

hurting everywhere everyway by Phan5everx2, literature

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seperate your existence, by Phan5everx2, literature

did you ever love her? by Phan5everx2, literature

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did you ever love her?

it's hard to feel anything, and by that mean, it's hard to feel everything it's hard to be afraid, its tiresome, and bothersome, it's hard to be sad, it's draining, and unending, and it's hard to care, you feel your heart will burst with the enormity of it you feel your eyes will spill over with love, from the depth of it it's hard to feel anything, and by that I mean, it's hard to feel it's hard to remember what anxiety feels like it's pointless, it's meaningless it's hard to remember what care feels like, it's emptiness, it's numbness it's hard to remember what you felt like, what you felt, not too long ago but maybe you don't want to

ashes are unfamiliar, by Phan5everx2, literature

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can't blame the name by Phan5everx2, literature

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can't blame the name

hurting everywhere everyway by Phan5everx2, literature

snap out of it by Phan5everx2, literature

seperate your existence, by Phan5everx2, literature

did you ever love her? by Phan5everx2, literature

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did you ever love her?

ashes are unfamiliar, by Phan5everx2, literature

saw it coming a mile away by Phan5everx2, literature

unhelpful, but unnoticed by Phan5everx2, literature

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i have words for you, if you will listen by snowveins, literature

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i have words for you, if you will listen

i. my sternum grows tight when i remember you ii. blessed be the boys that learn to forget her (the girl with wired eyes and cruel words and fixed smiles) and praise be unto the lord— the one that he doesn't believe in— that you live in separate worlds. iii. who knows what love feels like? in this day and age, all i can remember is needles and desperation, and waiting for a text message— and god, does it feel like that with you. but lighter. so much lighter. iv. sometimes, we're terrible friends. and sometimes we're witches and magic and living and lilac eyes that know more than they should. sometimes i wonder if marke

Beast by lupus-astra, literature

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Beast

I dream of wolves every night. There are times when I simply watch them race through cold, shrouded forests. When I stretch out a trembling hand and silently beg one of them to place their muzzle against my fingers so that I may feel true strength with my own skin. When my heart pounds louder than a summer storm as they sprint together in one pack, their breaths stirring together in savage harmony. When I long to run alongside them, my soul more free than I could ever possibly imagine. And then there are times where I am one of them. I can taste the crisp moonlight on my tongue as my paws kick up half-frozen mud; I can smell the fervor of t

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I've learned to love the weight of your palm by daybreaksmiles, literature

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I've learned to love the weight of your palm

Your hand rests lightly on my shoulder and I cannot decide whether to shake it off or curl my body into the hollow nest of your side. I wait. Stare ahead. Think - I swear my thoughts are so loud you must be holding back a million smiles a hundred chuckles, soft and low, to know my trip-tumbling mind. I cannot though I want. I will not though I could. I do not though I would. And so it eats at me - your hand, the whorls of your fingertips dissolve the thick cords of my sweater. I am still as new-snow driveways afraid to tilt and send the instant teetering, but I can feel the heat of your palm melting my resolve. So I pin my quiver-slip lips s

roll of thunder, set me free by daybreaksmiles, literature

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roll of thunder, set me free

Tonight it rains. I crawl into bed and draw the quilt tight to my chin, the shape of your name hiding in my smile, but I don't call. pit pit pit pat curled into the sacred hollow between your ribcage and your hip I hear you pray aloud for rain. I don't know if you're hoping you might be marooned in this small bedroom, or if you're begging to slide unseen into darkness, too quickly to think, too quickly to care at all. when you leave, the moon rests high on its throne of stars and there isn't a cloud in sight. patter pitter pat Tonight it rains, and I am eased by some great hand. A thunderous gentle-giant wraps me tight in its

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Artist // Hobbyist // Literature

Sep 22
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I am a lazy perfectionist procrastinator and sometimes I write poems.

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Phan5everx2

Sep 10, 2016

what

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holy shit i was gone since last december,,,,, buddy wow time happens

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Phan5everx2

Nov 28, 2015

If not, whats wrong? If not, whats right?

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 do you still write poetry when you're happy? do you still write poems at all? if not, then you should they were all very beautiful

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Phan5everx2

Jul 15, 2015

Shark Face Questions Tag

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i was tagged by festivelady (https://www.deviantart.com/festivelady) The Rules 1. You have to post the rules 2. Each person has to share 13 things about themselves. 3. Answer the 13 questions asked to you and invent 13 questions the people you tag will have to answer. 4. Choose 13 people 5. Go to their page to inform them that they are tagged. 6. Not something like "you are tagged if you read that." 7. You have to legitimately tag 13 people. 8. You can't say that you don't do tags. 9. Tag-backs are allowed! 10. YOU MUST MAKE A JOURNAL ENTRY. NO COMMENT. Unless you're commenting about the actual entry. 11. You have to finish within a week. If not; you'll have t